Back to normal

So I am sitting down stair and everything that was put away all clean and tidy is no longer in that state..but rather strewn around the house like a tornado hit.. hmmm korbin must be home...
but i am ignoring the massive mess in effort on gettign a good start on my senior project for school (yea right).. russell took korbin upstairs for some male bonding.. and through the walls i can hear him talking to his son. ( from what i can tell they are playing a combination of cars (based off of the sound effects) and "where is your nose?"
Korbin is getting so big- he is talking SO much..it hit me the other day that is no longer a baby-- he is a toddler-- a walking-talking-MIND OF HIS OWN toddler-- lucky me eh:)
I love the fact russell is os good with him bc there are some days when i am not so good with him- i have loved wathcing russell over the past 18 months transform into a better husband by being the perfect father to korbin. It is one of my favorite things to see korbin shriek with excitement when he knows "daddy" has just pulled up from work. He loves his dad-- and so do i for that matter :)

Then there were two....

So.. I had the ingenious idea of shipping korbin down to my mom's house for the week bc she was up here for my little bro's state swim meet this weekend (which he was one of the ONLY ones to drop time on his team and KICKED butt!) and then coming back up next weekend for my aunts and uncle wedding (temple version).... so i figured she would have fun playing grandma for a week while i got caught up (ahead if i am lucky) on house cleaning/school work)....

well ... my house is so freaking quiet! I AM GOING CRAZY! it is weird how much my life really does revolve around korbin.. everything i do is done with him in mind.. and now that he is gone.. I am so....i don't know -- cheesy to say--but lonely..... it has been one day and i already miss his babbling and his contagious laugh... it is going to be a long week... dont know how russell does this for a week EVERY month---

I called my mom this morning to see how the night went.. and she said good-- but this morning when he got up he wandered the entire house calling out my name... poor kid.. she put him on the phone and he got so excited to hear me call his name...glad to know i am missed...

but on a plus side... it was the first time in a LONG time russell and i made it through not one but TWO entire episodes of HOUSE without having to pause it to get korbin out of some type of no good....
..this picture is old..but i love how blue is eyes are...

OH and i almost forgot! russell as joined/sucke into the world of blogging so GO READ http://russiferandfam.blogspot.com/